Monday, March 08, 2010 @ 5:03 AM
ever since i came to aussie. i have been weird.
i sleep at 1 plus in the night and wake up at 4 or 5 or 6 plus in the morn
AUTOMATICALLY.
and when i wake up.
alone in this freezing cold room
i cant help feeling a sense of coldness and loneliness
back is sg. i have my sis sleeping beside me
even though she leaves for sch early.
i still see my mum
night i have dinner with them
even though i am having dinner with my sch mates every night.
when they left for their respective homes and i go back to my room
that feeling comes back again.
i so wanna go back to sg.
where my family and friends is.
i dun like the feeling of being alone
even though i call my parents everyday
the feeling is not the same
they seems so near yet so far
even when i am typing this post
tears are starting to roll down my cheeks
maybe i should grow up and be more independent
i have been living in a bed of roses for the past 18 years
its time
thank you sam for chatting with me for the past few nights
it makes my day and and huiqun and huiting and char for ur concern on how was i doing and hows sch and blah
even though my concer with u to are short everytime cos i was always running around when u guys talk to me..lol
thank you!
you guys makes my day and make me smile :D
and not forgetting my dearest zh
i know exams are around the corner
good luck to you, hq and ht
online more after exams
den i call skype or call u guys :D
and ah jie!
u very rarely online lah
the two times i saw u online i was preparing to go le
you must online more so i can update u!
i can call you too if u wan
and my aussie numer is +61 0425471990
u guys can reach me at tis number
i think intl sms is 15 cent?
i not sure for aussie
but i know china is 15 cent
:D
love u guys loads!
and not forgetting
chuwen
for ur sweet entry
i love u loads
and come online more often!
