Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 9:48 PM
i wish i could saw away my nose
i feel awful
mum is nagging at me again
for watching show
say its boliao
siannn
its like i just finish studying(mugging) for my ielts
den i got nothing to do
i just come online to watch show
what else i could do?
like nothing!
i am really like very tired from tuition and work
both physically and mentally
i didnt hav tuition today cos my student fell sick
jus on day of rest
to enjoy myself
yet she still continues to nag and nag and nag
she always dislike when i compare myself to my jie
jie also hogs on to the computer everyday and watch show
but her mum doesnt seems to nag her about it
bros and aunts are like full of concern when they knew tt i taking up so many jobs
they tell me not to work so hard
money cant finish earning
now with one special day on rest i also cant seemed to enjoy it
another similar thing happened
tt day when i went to meet my buyer for online books
but he got soething on so have to meet at a later time
which i didnt mind
i decided to cancel my tuition
so i called her to inform her
den she went like hay wire
die also dun allow me to cancel tuition
hello?
ask me to tell the buyer die also want to meet now
i am very tired alr
maybe all i wrote thought and felt was just a moment of fury
all tt she wants was for my own good?
i just found my growing up book a few days back
a book where it keep tracks of things when i was born till i was like 4 or 5 years old
i cried reading it
everypage i read i feel the love form my mum and dad
maybe i just misunderstand their love sometimes
everyone has different ways of expressing their love
sometimes we are jus blinded my our own desire and couldnt see it
this is what a family is like
family stands for Father And Mother I Love You.
i shall do well in uni and let my parents enjoy early retirement and a good life!
