Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 5:22 PM
fell sick so i am emo-ing again
i am praying hard
praying really hard
i dont understand why
its just because of all those weird dreams i am having
is that what i wish for deep down?
but i actually did not realise it myself?
i doubt so
i dont wish to talk about those weird dreams i am having
i dont know
my brain is not in proper working order
i am in a state of confusion and dizzy-ness
i cant think straight
blame on the stupidd headache i am having
its sunday which means
work tomorrow.
sian.
daddy is acting weird lately
he grounded me for nothing
thus i didnt go out with dearies to bugis the other day :(
saying i keep going out.
but the point is i have nothing to do!
and tue went out with colleagues
i returned home at 10.10
he G-A-N-ED me for returning home late
saying i not even 20. stay out so late for what?
i know he cares for me
but the thing is
i don go out den jiu stay at home watch show
he also G-A-N me.
saying i nthing better to do, keep on watching show
i cant go out cant watch show. what can i do?!
luckily today he didnt G-A-N me for watching show.
but i have no life -.-
i need to self-ground
from now on i have tuition from mon to thurs. sian.tired
